mina tankar

Vet du hur mycket jag gillar dig?
Det är i alla fall ganska galet mycket.
Dig litar jag på till hundra.
Du finns alltid.
Vi förstår varandra sjukt bra.
Vi tänker likadant.
I sommar. Då jävlar. Ska vi rocka...

....and that's why i married you.

De sätter ord på mina känslor.
De sätter ord på mina tankar.

When's the day you start again
And when the hell does you'll get over it begin
I'm looking hard in the mirror
But I don't fit my skin
It's too much to take 
It's too hard to break me
From the cell I'm in 

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on 
It's time to get real

Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone 
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

So how'd you pick the pieces up yeah
I'm barely used to saying me instead of us
The elephant in the room keeps scaring off the guests
It gets under my skin to see you with him
And it's not me that you're with

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on 
It's time to get real

Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone 
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

No I can't keep thinking that you're coming back
No
Cause I got no business knowing where you're at
No
And it's gonna be hard yeah
Cause I have to wanna heal yeah
And it's gonna be hard yeah
The way I feel that I have to get real

I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone 
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

But you're long gone, you moved on
Eh eh, oh oh
eh eh, oh oh
But you're long gone, you moved on

My hands are cold
My body's numb
I'm still in shock
What have you done
My head is pounding
My vision's blur
Your mouth is moving
I don't hear a word

And it hurts so bad
That I search my skin
For the entry point
Where love went in
And ricocheted 
And bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out yeah

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds
I don't know how much more love, this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wooooounds, where their leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wooounds, where their leaving, the scars you're keeping

Marks a battle
Still feel raw
A million pieces of me
On the floor
I'm damaged goods
For all to see
Now who would ever want to be with me

I've got all the baggage
Drink the pills
Yeah this is living but without the will
I'm Blacken out
I'm shutting down
You've left a hole
You walked out yeah

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds
I don't know how much more love this, heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wooooounds, where their leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wooooounds
Where their leaving, the scars you're keeping

Loose your clothes and show your scars
That's who you are
Loose your clothes and show your scars
That's who you are
Loose your clothes and show your scars
That's who you are
Loose your clothes and show your scars

Marks a battle
Still feel raw
A million pieces of me
On the floor

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds
I don't know how much more love this, heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wooooounds, where their leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wooooounds
Where their leaving, the scars you're keeping

Jag försökte vara speciell,
Jagad, smal och glansigt blek
Men med fläckar är jag född
Jag hade nästan glömt
Jag ville vara spirituell
En gnistrande personlighet
Men det kräver att man har
Gener och anlag
Och det har inte jag

Och det tar hundratals år
Att dölja felen
Jag är ljusår ifrån
Vanställd och skelögd
Och det svider som klor
Som nya munsår
Ett tredje klass får
När alla lyssnar på dig
Kan du beskydda mig?

Jag ville bara fly från mig själv
Skära bort min otillräcklighet
Men med fläckarna jag gömt
Är redan dömd
Jag ville vara intellektuell
Berest, belevad äckligt ung
Men arvet väger tungt
Gener och anlag
Allt var ett misstag

Och det tar hundratals år
Att dölja felen
Jag är ljusår ifrån
Vanställd och skelögd
Och det svider som klor
Som nya munsår
Ett tredje klass får
När alla lyssnar på dig
Kan du beskydda mig?

Kan du beskydda mig?
Kan du beskydda mig?
Kan du beskydda mig?
Snälla, beskydda mig

Du är riktigt fin.
Saknar dig, även fast vi sågs igår.
Det var den bästa kvällen på väldigt länge.
Finns för dig, när som helst.